i dont understand..

因为不懂得面对，所以选择了逃避……

i wish time will fly past. no, or rather... those stressful, irritating time will fly past.. then, all the happy, sweet, loving moments will stay till forever..

if only such things exist hur.
everything seem so sucky recently, like seriously.
2 and half years, fly pls.
i cant stand life like this any longer YOU KNOW. it isnt in any form that i wish/i yearn for at all.. it's everything that's so NOT ME. if only, i can change my decision right from the beginning.. again. it sucks. after so long, i'm thinking of restarting. everything in that environment is so not suitable for human beings and so not worth living for. i simply cant understand how ppl survive with it actually, except maybe for that passion/interest.

you've to endure scoldings/long hours.. and no one will be thankful or rmber you actually. what's the point? well at least for me, it's so pointless.. since i wont like things with zero returns at all. at least, i'm being truthful to myself.. YOU SEE?! ........ as many had told me, very fast everything will past. to be frank, i wish so toooo. i seem to be cage in sth which i cant break free from at all...